Survival artist and self-realization
Fascinated by questioning one’s own reality and questioning one’s own as well as the opinion of others. The urge to trust the intuitive primal instincts and to integrate them into conscious situations. To feel comfortable in the female as well as in the male energy and to convey the understanding of the importance of the balance of both forces. To develop deep empathy that allows me to illuminate people as well as situations on a neutral basis in different perspectives. Understanding human needs as well as human instincts such as Sexuality “allows me to recognize trained and experienced patterns of behavior and make them visible.
Each of us is unique in its kind.
We are all different and yet the same.
Because what drives us all without exception are needs. Each of us wants to satisfy the 6th human needs, consciously as well as unconsciously.
1. Safety
2. uncertainty
3. Significance
4. Connection / love
5. Growth
6. Contribution / participation
Besides these needs, we are used to creeping our own truth. We often assume that the pictures we present in our head are true, even though they have not happened yet. We assume that other people should be able to read our thoughts after all. We are afraid to ask or take a step because we have already formed the consequences in our minds before they happened and kept us from communicating and achieving our goals.
As we become aware of these needs and our reality, we become calmer and can communicate our feelings and needs more relaxed. We become clearer and more orderly in the head. We can deal with conflicts faster and more relaxed and less stressful. We learn to process traumas, to accept them and to pull our strengths out of them.
Be Free – Love Yourself
A smal part of my my Life:
As a toddler, I was a very bright, inquisitive child, interested in everything.
The first contact with abuse and rape have slowly changed my view of the world. After I was put on the stamp Borderline with different subcategories, the view of the self-image changed completely.
The move to Freiburg in Breisgau started a new chapter in life. I came into contact with new people, new perspectives and alternative ways of life … I started to get to know myself. I found a job that was just as fulfilling as my partnership, and so the years went by.
I became curious and was ready for new challenges. I decided to come to Luxembourg and open a new branch with my work.
In 2016, fate hit and I had an emergency surgery because of an unseen tubal pregnancy in Freiburg. I just won the fight with life. The near-death experience and losing a child, as well as the feeling when someone removes some of your femininity parts from your body, were very profound for me.
The second blow came just 1 month later when it was found out that I had a double pregnancy and that’s why I probably would not get well and stop the medication.
How to deal with abortion when you have no choice and your life depends on it? This was a factor for me as well as the feeling that I did not know enough about the after effects. This time I was fully aware of what happened to me and my body.
A partnership is put to the test at such moments and the question of whether it can survive these very emotional and physical strains.
It was time for a fresh start. I slowly rebuilt myself, processed trauma and what happened to me.
I often sit on the terrace of my rented apartment, with a cup of tea in my hand and let the sun shine in my face. Life goes on, sometimes it takes us miles from the comfort zone, sometimes it only shows us hopeless ways and yet everything that happened is long gone. I have decided to enjoy life and learn from it and accept it.
Now – is already over
My educational path:
2018 Pendulum Workshop by Edouard Beicht
2018 Training fertility massage after Brigit Zart in Berlin